I'll Drink My Own Poison, Thank You

I'm a danger to myself if left alone - To those of you who think i'm drinking myself to death, let it be known, no i am not doing so. Its just all the thoughts that flood my mine when i'm left alone with time to think. Yes, I think TOO MUCH.

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I got distracted so many times i lost track and mood of what initially wanted to blog about. Haha. Ah well, next time then. Its late anyway, gotta get back to the daily grind.

Goodnight

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Torn between?
Disappointed in myself?
Yes.
For the right reasons?
I doubt.
But what is really right anyway?
Its a blood feud
Between heart and mind
Was it a mistake?
Probably was
But im a victim of temptation
and a sufferer of conscience
But at least you take 1 truth from that night
Those were the same lips
but they dont taste the same
Build a wall
and retreat to heal
its gonna take time alot of effort
and we need all the help we can

-I'm a bastard trying to play an angel-
-Its probably time to pick a side-


So hum hallelujah,
Just off the key of reason
I thought I loved you
It was just how you looked in the light.
A teenage vow in a parking lot
"Till tonight do us part"
I sing the blues and swallow them too

Dark Clouds Fill The Sky


i've spent another year waiting
waiting for the storm to start clearing
but dark skies keep hanging overhead

and i'll try so hard
to make this worthwhile
and i'll try to make this
your reason to believe

hang on hang on,
hold a litter tighter,
stay on stay on,
its gonna be better,
all you have to do is leave your heart with me